Yes, today is a day where I hit the wave of nostalgia. I remember the time, where there weren't any new upgraded lifts, and we had the space to run around the playground. We pick up tree branches and do lil' sword fights or wave it like a magic wand. Haha.
I also remember that little staircase that I used to walk to Kindergarten. It's still there, but it is now "upgraded" with metal handrails.
The big piece of field that was across my block now has become blocks of housing. The coffeeshop below my block still remains unchanged, apart from the little upgrading that it got. Like better and cleaner tables and chairs.
The neighbourhood has changed a lot from what I've remembered.

Wished that something exciting will just pop out and surprise me. SO BORED. Right after class yesterday I went back home and got KNOCKED OUT. Sleep for 13 hours. YES, that means, slept from 2pm to 3am.I think coffee doesn't have any effect on me. Hahaha.

Today is Live Sound Reinforcement. As per normal it drained my energy away like some vampire sucking my blood. My eyes were dry and I feel like lying on the floor and not do anything. But it was quite fun when we jammed during the tech run.

MY GAWD. JULY WAS THE BUSIEST MONTH EVERRRRR. Sound Design and Drawing UTs shortened my life span by 20 years. PHEW. NOW IT'S ALL OVER. But there's still UT3 ):
WE NEED TO ORGANISE A CLASS OUTING SOON.
CRAZE NOW: BUBBLE POP! by HYUNA
OOOOH AHH OOHH AHHH OOOAHHHHH OOOOOOOOOOOOOH

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Today a lot of bullcrap uh. Good bullcrap and bad bullcrap.

We did Drawing module today. About textures. Drew crumpled paper, hanging towel and pebbles. So after class, me and my friends went to the library to do Music Theory. D went back to take her Ukelele. In the end we ended up making a mash up of two songs. Haha. Price Tag by Jessie J and Where'd You Go by Fort Minor. N rapped and  I played lots of bullcrap on the piano. GOOD BULLCRAP. Hahaha.

MnM's and I was also bullcrapping to each other. Make me laugh until cannot tahan. Because I am tired and decided not to horde the piano, I let other strangers play with the piano while I rest. MnM's then went on to do her Music Theory. AND BECAUSE I'M HUNGRY I WENT TO EAT SALAD. MnM's find guys eating salad weird. GOT WEIRD MEH. I eat salad cannot meh? Got problem ar? HUH. LOL.

Anyway we Akuma came and helped MnM's with her Music Theory. Stayed till 8~8:30pm and went home. On the bus this female driver donno how to drive one. WHY JOO BRAKEZ AND ACCELERATEZ SO SUDDENLYZ. You make me motion sickness. >:

 Reached house at 9:30pm. Facebook-ed and now blogging.

I'm going back to Facebook. Tata.

The counter that greeted us when we came in.

The room that we were shown into. Small.

So, we went for a field trip today at the Yamaha - Digital Audio Creative Centre (Y-DACC). Wah, like-a-cool only hor.
Wait till you see what we did inside. Don't be deceived by the photos that they showed you. -_-

What we did today inside was, 1 extremely long presentation by the guy who is guiding us. And a few extremely long videos that can bore the hell out of you. YES, it's informative, it allows us to gain more knowledge. BUT ALL IN A FEW HOURS I DON'T THINK I CAN ABSORB EVERYTHING. It's so long and draggy, with no interaction at all... The guy just talk and talk and talk.

For the video it played till we got so restless that we were not even watching the video AT ALL. We were like chatting away. -_-...

At the end I expected some tour, you know like a factory tour where they show you different parts... But no, we only stay in that room and looked at the consoles that were placed there. They allowed us to play around with the consoles, but it's like only 10 minutes? If you ask me I think I would rather stay in school and do the practical....

However I would still like to thank Garcia Lou for guiding us, I bet it took lots of experience to talk so fluently for a very long time. *clap clap*

What a disappointing trip today... ):

WAHOO. Now Atlantica level 93 liao!! Just 7 more levels to 100!! ASDJASLJ. THEN I CAN VOOD (Guild Dungeon) WITH MY GUILDMATES! Now doing individual dungeon for level 90 to get good equipments.

But why suddenly so many people quit the guild ar? @.@ Strange.

I KNOW. It's been a long time since I've updated AGAIN. Sheesh. I visit my own blog and read my stuffs but I don't really wanna update it. I'M JUST TOO LAZY. Or maybe I have a memory span of three seconds, like a goldfish. "OKAY I'M GONNA UPDATE IT NOW!" *3 secs later* "Uhh, what was that I gonna do? Bah whatever, LET'S PLAY GAMES! 8D"

倪安东 - 散场的拥抱

词：姚若龙 曲：苏俊沅

从你的眼角 慢慢地明了
我能做的很少
原来你藏着伤 但不想和我聊

你选的电影 像某种预告
不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪 坚持独自走掉

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 你留着和他所有合照
明明面前是答案 却撕掉 不要

呵护地祈祷 温柔地讨好
爱能让人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑 浪漫得不肯逃

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍 出乎你预料

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕 我比你明了

My Entrepreneurship facilitator and class. (:

So apparently it is the last day of school and I can finally finally get to specialise into my course. (:

I also hope that I can find a suitable dance group so that I can dance to Kpop songs and learn new dancing skills all day longgggggggg. Naneun hoot hoot hoot! :D

Next Monday is UT3 (Understanding Test 3) and I haven't even started revising... thinking about revising Entrpreneurship makes me so sian and lifeless... DRY AND BORING MODULE. Only nerds would like this course. ._. ...

Haha, didn't get shortlisted but I couldn't care less.. People were anxious waiting for the results but I was like, "Meh, who cares.".

Yes, I don't really know why there's no feeling of disappointment when I saw the results but I wanted to get shortlisted. 8D

I hope that I can find a dance group to dance with, and somebody to train me in singing. (:
Then I'll go learn Korean and talk to Hobin. HAHAHA.

This songs currently reflects my dreams. Find out the meaning yourself.
It's called Goose's Dream by Insooni.


거위의 꿈
인순이

난 난 꿈이 있었죠
버려지고 찢겨 남루하여도
내 가슴 깊숙히 보물과 같이
간직했던 꿈
혹 때론 누군가가
뜻 모를 비웃음
내 등뒤에 흘릴때도
난 참아야 했죠 참을수 있었죠
그 날을 위해
늘 걱정하듯 말하죠
헛된 꿈은 독이라고
세상은 끝이 정해진 책처럼
이미 돌이킬수 없는
현실이라고
그래요 난 난 꿈이 있어요
그 꿈을 믿어요 나를 지켜봐요
저 차갑게 서 있는
운명이란 벽앞에
당당히 마주칠 수 있어요
언젠가 난 그벽을 넘고서
저 하늘을 높이 날을수 있어요
이 무거운 세상도
나를 묶을순 없죠
내 삶의 끝에서
나 웃을 그날을 함께해요
그 꿈을 믿어요
나를 지켜봐요

Heard that JYP is coming to Singapore to hold a audition to find talents so that he can form groups in Korea...

Well, was planning to join the audition (I already signed up), but in the end decided not to go for it. Hahaha.
There are many reasons to why I chose not to go... don't ask why.. (:

So, anyway Christmas is coming and I've chosen a song that has a christmas feel in it.

Nowadays bakeries are making Log Cakes, and it reminded me of my last birthday, where I hanged out with Sebas, Zulfizwan, Jun Keong and etc... They bought me a log cake for my birthday, green tea flavoured. The taste wasn't that great though... Haha. Was very grateful. (:

I'm going to stop here for now, I'm going to sleep. Gnight all!

HAHA, okay so I'm sort of addicted to the song HOOT by SNSD...

Anyways, today when I'm going to school, I met lots of people that made me so irritated. Let me explain. First of all, when I was going up the escalator from the MRT, this aunty cleaner go and sweep in front of the escalator, slowing down the crowd. It's either she has nothing to do or is really "qian bian". I feel like taking the broom and use it to smack her butt. >_>..
Secondly, when the MRT arrived and the door opened, this uncle donno where he want to turn left or right when he enter the MRT and ended up blocking the people behind also. (PS: He is big sized and fat.) Wakao, that time I really want to shove him into a corner.
Thirdly, is when I board the bus to Republic Poly from Woodlands interchange. People refuse to move to the rear of the bus, causing the bus to delay. I could have reached the school earlier although I was already damn early. BUT STILL, it isn't about me getting early or not. It's the ignorant people that just refuse to move in that makes me so pissed. And this made me remember something during the secondary school days.
During secondary school, there's always people that refuse to move to the rear. And this girl that I meet sometimes on the bus always help to do the driver's job. "OI!! YOU ALL CAN MOVE IN OR NOT!! PEOPLE LATE FOR SCHOOL ALREADY LEHH!!" Then the whole crowd will start moving slowly.... *shuffleshuffle*.

So, I didn't update my blog for a very long time because I was busy. (You know it's a lie)
Okay la, I say the truth, I have been thinking about blogging every single day. It's just that my hands just refuse to type http://www.blogger.com/ into the address bar. :P

Ga In from Brown Eyed Girls.. 8D

TELL ME IS IT NICE OKAY.. and also say what the 4 different picture represents. I would like to get opinions from everybody.. Go to the tagboard and say!!
I'll update soon! I hope. SO BUSY NOWADAYS. BYENESS

So now I'm here updating before the class starts. Today will be having New Media Communication. Just by looking at the word COMMUNICATION, I sian already. >_>... I hope it'll be different from the previous communication that we took. Okay class is starting I'll update LATER. HAHA.

My favourite music of all time. (:

BLAH, having sore eyes for 2 days already, dam sian. Very painful. ): Went to see the doctor in Malaysia today and he pry my eye open like it's supposed to open until very big liddat. When he pry open also DAMN PAINFUL. Like omg, what's wrong with me ar. My life like full of pain. Pain here and there cannot even sleep properly! Well, at least it doesn't affect my gaming. LOL.

Sigh, at this point of time still care about gaming meh, what matters now is my skin condition.. I hope that i'll have a full recover which is impossible but trying to prevent it from occuring as much as possible. All the doctors say that it doesn't have a cure. It's with me for the whole life. All I can do is to find the allergies (eg. dust, bugs, tissue papers, games, foods whatever whatever) and try to prevent it from "touching" me. Guess I'll have to lead a life of avoiding and stuff LOL. WHATEVERRRR. And the total cost for the whole trip? (plus medication fee) = more than S$100.. :/

My family has already spent like $5k on me for my skin already. I feel so bad. What did I do from my past life? 

Haiz, 难行要能行，困难就易解。恒心是第一，万烦不沾染。





BTW this is not my brother's POP. I stole it :P

  
So, yesterday, my mum, cousin, aunt and I went to my brother's POP. It was at  the Marina Floating Platform. We had to wake up at aroud 5.50 a.m to prepare but I didn't really sleep, cause I couldn't. We have to arrive by 7.40 a.m. We went there by taking a cab, so it was earlier than the stated time. Although we were earlier lots of people have already arrived. Then the next thing is the "pleasant" smell coming from all the graduating BMT army. HAHA they had to march from Tekong Island to East Coast Park, and then to Marina Floating Platform. Total distance? 24 km. Gruelsome huh. LOL But anyways, last time also 24 km, but then at Tekong Island only. This is the first time the POP was held at the Marina Floating Platform.

And so, we went to take a seat at the first row, so we could see my brother marching and stuff (we got the seats because my father works closely with the army, he knows where my brother is standing. haha) When they first march out, the wind was blowing against us, so the wonderful smell was brought to us. LOL.

And yes of course somebody faints. When I see 4 people running with a stretcher I accidentally shouted, "SOMEBODY FAINTED!" ROFL. The people behind all whisper whisper.

The best part is there's this metal covering the thick cables, and because they march very closely together you can see them one by one tripping. HAHA I feel so bad for them, like wanted to go up there and warn them about the metal thingy. Luckily nobody FELL, they all tripped. :/

So after they threw their jockey cap which marks then end of the POP ceremony, parents are allowed to go down and do whatever they want to their own kids. We went down and take pictures, smell their stinky sweat LOL, and cabbed home.



TODAY, I went to Malaysia, have to wake up at 7 a.m. ): Was sooooo tired cause yesterday cause I didn't really sleep. So MRT to Kranji, SBS Bus-ed and S&S International Bus-ed and  Mayang Sari Bus-ed again to the location. Went to temple and let the Shifu spray holy water + alcohol on my body and face. Excruciatingly painful ): We went back by the same way we came. LOL reached home by 9 p.m. Facebook-ed, Rakion-ed and then now typing this. :P

Kay, nothing else already. BYE.

This song quite nice 8D.

Title of the song is called Shady Girl, and the whole flight attendant concept, has to be the most perfect example of 가식걸's since they have to be happy and alert all the time. They also have to pretend to attract the opposite sex.

It's been more than 3 months since I've last posted. It seems that I don't have the habit to keep updating my blog. Urgh. But anyways, recently my friends wanted to create blogs, so I thought of mine. And here I am, updating my crap life.

Life sucks, it's toying with me. Skin condition hasn't been that great ever since I came back from Taiwan. It was as bad when I left for Taiwan too. It healed, then went back again, and then heal, and now it's back again at a very fast pace. :/ Family hasn't been great either. I won't go into details, but there's problems right now. I didn't really expect my family to fall into this kind of state. Many things happened lately that made me so sick of life.

BAH so stressful nowadays. So many things going through my headdddd. Everybody has a limit. ): And I think I'm gonna go crazy soon. Psh.

Wah, now waiting for Replug to finish... They picking people one by one go in and talk talk. >_> Just now performed to the those people who going for Audition. When I was up there my heart was like BOM BOM BOM BOM like want to BOM out.. But luckily the guitar got some problem.. then they fix fix.. and then I get to calm down for a bit.

School life now getting boring, cause everyday same timetable.. same time start and end. Break time also same time. But break time's the best, cause we get to blast music and SLEEP. HAHA but then we also have to do our presentation slides during the break la, so we CHIONG the slides first, then we relaaaxxxx. The food here all quite nice, depends on which food court you go. Heard that KouFu's food is like shit, so never go there before. Haha, my favourite food in RP is POTATO SALADDDDDDDD!! Haha :P Made lots of friends, all damn funny. They all abit crazy crazy. And Aidah if you're reading this, ONE DAY I'LL PULL DOWN YOUR TUDUNG!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA... Or you can wear turban for a change. :D

So far, my results all okay, and the worst score I have ever gotten is a 'C', from Communication skills. ): The teacher very strict sia. They say quiz not graded, then I never do, she go downgrade me.. :/ Damn sian. The best subject for me now is the Science module. Straight 'A's. Muahahahaha. My Math got one 'B', the rest all 'A's. 

Okay, I'll update soon! I hope. LOL, and to Mardiana: "Kinkaaaayyyyyeeeee!"

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Hola! Very long never update liao, and I think I'm gonna update about my school life. School's fun and of course we made new friends. All are damn funny. Especially today, my french facilitator said possibility as PUSSYbility, positive as PUSSYtive and organisation as ORGASMisation. I know it's bad laughing at him, but we can't help it. Haha. Teamwork was great too. Ohhh and there's a piano in the Library, but too many people knows how to play the piano, so I don't really have the chance to touch it. ):

It was fun... Haha. Funny and crazy student leaders out there... Made new friends! Duh, obviously. We had mass dance and lots of nice games.. Not those lame games out there.. Hahaha. I think I'll not regret coming into this school because it's facilities are the best! There's air-con everywhere... and our equipments for Sonic Arts are "limited edition" stuff.. Haha. Haiz, I lazy to update what I did during camp sia. You just come and find me I can blurt everything out. Tomorrow's Orientation for whole RP freshmen! Can't wait.



BYE! I'm done.

It's been 5 days since I last update this blog. No big deal. Nothing much to say. Nothing much to do. It's the same process everyday. Wake Up, Play, Eat, Sleep. I seriously can't wait for school to open.. Gonna chiong to the Cultural Club and play the piano there. Hahaha. See ya.

Let's talk crap shall we? I'm so freakin' bored. Are you? I bet you are, poly students. I wanna go out of my house. ): I'm so lonely. I am the only one at home. Can't wait for orientation to start. :/ Currently practicing "Kiss The Rain" by Yiruma and "Short Song" [Directly translated from Chinese] from Da Chang Jin on piano. Damn sian.

Woke up at around 5:30a.m today. Went to Kranji to take bus 170.. On this bus I saw this little boy with a hearing aid kit. He's around 9 years old? I'm not really sure. But he talks really loud, cause I think he can't really hear himself. ): So anyways the bus was damn squeezy.. and before the bus even reach the checkpoint people from their seats started to stand. So "Kiasu".. Cannot wait for the people to get down first meh..

When I reached the checkpoint I'm supposed to give officer my passport to stamp. Then there's this female officer, donno what she doing, do until so slow.. I really wanted to get a stamp that has "NOOB" printed on it and stamp it on the officer's forehead. Haiz. Because she was so slow, I went to another lane that is a male officer. He just stamp a few times and gave the passport to me. SEE! So efficient, not like that noob officer.

After going through the checkpoints [including the automated thumbprint thingy], we board 170 again to Larkin. Woah, I must say after you alight at Larkin, those bus company peeps [there are lots of different companies] will start to shout, "KL, KL, KL, KL, KL!!!" "MELAKA, MELAKA, MELAKA!!!" Some of them will point at you and shout. SIBEH NOISY. Can't they just keep quiet and let the customers choose which company they wanna take? :/

We took a bus called KKKL to Batu something.. I forgot. Then we have to take another bus there to Muar. The bus that I took from Batu something to Muar is called Cepat Ekspres. Hahaha, quite a nice bus.. very bouncy. Lol.

Reached Muar and went to a temple to see my skin condition. Behind this temple there's a place for you to watch television, and there's a snooker table there!! Haha, a snooker table in a temple? :P

So after the entire thing my dad's friend drove us to the bus interchange and on the way there are so much cemetery places! Damn scary. The Chinese cemetery is on a slope, very messy and each grave takes up alot of space, whereas Malay [I think it's Malay one, if I'm not wrong.] cemetery very neat and tidy, each grave is beside each other and takes up a small space.

Went back to Larkin on a bus called 707 Company. And I think the bus driver is pretty clever, cause he on the bus alarm when he's reversing to warn other buses.

Reached Singapore at around 8:30p.m.

[Malaysia Trip Ends Here] There are many things that happened during the entire trip but I shortened it.. Hehe.

That's all for today. Gnight peeps.

So many things happened yesterday... I mean not many things but more than average. :P Before 12am. of course.

Let's just say I had a normal day till Ting Zheng called me, which is around 5p.m. Well, we're supposed to have dinner together with him and Sebas, but he suddenly had to go home. Don't know why. But anyways I was already out of the house, so I decided not to go back.
Wandered around Sebastian's block and called some of my friends. Met Sebas at around 6:50p.m and went to Subway to have dinner. I didn't eat cause my house cooked dinner already. So after this I went back home and eat. Well, after eating I have to wash my dish and I broke a plate.):

BAH, humans do make mistakes sometimes.. :P

EDIT: Great, my brother rested his elbows on a glass panel, causing it to slip out from the metal "clips". So many "sway" stuff happening.. :/

Yayers! School is 16 days away! I can't wait. Especially the Mass Dance part. :P
This Saturday WeiHan wants to go Sentosa and I can't make it. ): I have to go Malaysia to see my skin condition. But everytime you see me it improves right? :D I'm so happy, like finally - For my skin, duh.
Going to Malaysia damn tiring.. Take bus, change bus, change again.. Haiz. It totally wears me out. But good thing I can sleep on the bus. (:

Loled in game today. HAHA.




Wonder if she knows I still like her... ):

Tomorrow Tomy is gonna leave for Australia, Sydney. Slowly one by one they disappear from my life. Well, although we still communicate with each other, you know, like Mook, Cecilia, the feelings you get is entirely different. We'll miss each other's laughter, jokes, and stupid moments. You may think I'm always emo-ing in a corner, but I'm actually laughing inside.. (:

PS: I didn't mention YinLun cause he'll be coming back for NS. MUAHAHAHHA. Okay I'm done.

Sort of Loled today. Oh wellz.

Oh wellz, school's coming. I need to change the blogskin ._. .. and I swear I will update this blog..
I've created many blogs but all is equals to EpicPhailz.

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My name is Victor. Love Kpop/Krock. Doesn't mind listening to other kinds of music. Respects music genres and religions.

"People like YOU are the reason why we have middle fingers."

"Religion is like a penis. It's fine to have one. It's fine to be proud of it. But please don't whip it out in public and start waving it around, And PLEASE don't try to shove it down my children's throats. ....and if you start thinking with it, you will do some really stupid things."

Ma vie, mon amour

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Yes, today is a day where I hit the wave of nostalgia. I remember the time, where there weren't any new upgraded lifts, and we had the space to run around the playground. We pick up tree branches and do lil' sword fights or wave it like a magic wand. Haha.
I also remember that little staircase that I used to walk to Kindergarten. It's still there, but it is now "upgraded" with metal handrails.
The big piece of field that was across my block now has become blocks of housing. The coffeeshop below my block still remains unchanged, apart from the little upgrading that it got. Like better and cleaner tables and chairs.
The neighbourhood has changed a lot from what I've remembered.

Wished that something exciting will just pop out and surprise me. SO BORED. Right after class yesterday I went back home and got KNOCKED OUT. Sleep for 13 hours. YES, that means, slept from 2pm to 3am.I think coffee doesn't have any effect on me. Hahaha.

Today is Live Sound Reinforcement. As per normal it drained my energy away like some vampire sucking my blood. My eyes were dry and I feel like lying on the floor and not do anything. But it was quite fun when we jammed during the tech run.

MY GAWD. JULY WAS THE BUSIEST MONTH EVERRRRR. Sound Design and Drawing UTs shortened my life span by 20 years. PHEW. NOW IT'S ALL OVER. But there's still UT3 ):
WE NEED TO ORGANISE A CLASS OUTING SOON.
CRAZE NOW: BUBBLE POP! by HYUNA
OOOOH AHH OOHH AHHH OOOAHHHHH OOOOOOOOOOOOOH

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Today a lot of bullcrap uh. Good bullcrap and bad bullcrap.

We did Drawing module today. About textures. Drew crumpled paper, hanging towel and pebbles. So after class, me and my friends went to the library to do Music Theory. D went back to take her Ukelele. In the end we ended up making a mash up of two songs. Haha. Price Tag by Jessie J and Where'd You Go by Fort Minor. N rapped and  I played lots of bullcrap on the piano. GOOD BULLCRAP. Hahaha.

MnM's and I was also bullcrapping to each other. Make me laugh until cannot tahan. Because I am tired and decided not to horde the piano, I let other strangers play with the piano while I rest. MnM's then went on to do her Music Theory. AND BECAUSE I'M HUNGRY I WENT TO EAT SALAD. MnM's find guys eating salad weird. GOT WEIRD MEH. I eat salad cannot meh? Got problem ar? HUH. LOL.

Anyway we Akuma came and helped MnM's with her Music Theory. Stayed till 8~8:30pm and went home. On the bus this female driver donno how to drive one. WHY JOO BRAKEZ AND ACCELERATEZ SO SUDDENLYZ. You make me motion sickness. >:

 Reached house at 9:30pm. Facebook-ed and now blogging.

I'm going back to Facebook. Tata.

The counter that greeted us when we came in.

The room that we were shown into. Small.

So, we went for a field trip today at the Yamaha - Digital Audio Creative Centre (Y-DACC). Wah, like-a-cool only hor.
Wait till you see what we did inside. Don't be deceived by the photos that they showed you. -_-

What we did today inside was, 1 extremely long presentation by the guy who is guiding us. And a few extremely long videos that can bore the hell out of you. YES, it's informative, it allows us to gain more knowledge. BUT ALL IN A FEW HOURS I DON'T THINK I CAN ABSORB EVERYTHING. It's so long and draggy, with no interaction at all... The guy just talk and talk and talk.

For the video it played till we got so restless that we were not even watching the video AT ALL. We were like chatting away. -_-...

At the end I expected some tour, you know like a factory tour where they show you different parts... But no, we only stay in that room and looked at the consoles that were placed there. They allowed us to play around with the consoles, but it's like only 10 minutes? If you ask me I think I would rather stay in school and do the practical....

However I would still like to thank Garcia Lou for guiding us, I bet it took lots of experience to talk so fluently for a very long time. *clap clap*

What a disappointing trip today... ):

WAHOO. Now Atlantica level 93 liao!! Just 7 more levels to 100!! ASDJASLJ. THEN I CAN VOOD (Guild Dungeon) WITH MY GUILDMATES! Now doing individual dungeon for level 90 to get good equipments.

But why suddenly so many people quit the guild ar? @.@ Strange.

I KNOW. It's been a long time since I've updated AGAIN. Sheesh. I visit my own blog and read my stuffs but I don't really wanna update it. I'M JUST TOO LAZY. Or maybe I have a memory span of three seconds, like a goldfish. "OKAY I'M GONNA UPDATE IT NOW!" *3 secs later* "Uhh, what was that I gonna do? Bah whatever, LET'S PLAY GAMES! 8D"

倪安东 - 散场的拥抱

词：姚若龙 曲：苏俊沅

从你的眼角 慢慢地明了
我能做的很少
原来你藏着伤 但不想和我聊

你选的电影 像某种预告
不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪 坚持独自走掉

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 你留着和他所有合照
明明面前是答案 却撕掉 不要

呵护地祈祷 温柔地讨好
爱能让人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑 浪漫得不肯逃

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍 出乎你预料

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕 我比你明了

My Entrepreneurship facilitator and class. (:

So apparently it is the last day of school and I can finally finally get to specialise into my course. (:

I also hope that I can find a suitable dance group so that I can dance to Kpop songs and learn new dancing skills all day longgggggggg. Naneun hoot hoot hoot! :D

Next Monday is UT3 (Understanding Test 3) and I haven't even started revising... thinking about revising Entrpreneurship makes me so sian and lifeless... DRY AND BORING MODULE. Only nerds would like this course. ._. ...

Haha, didn't get shortlisted but I couldn't care less.. People were anxious waiting for the results but I was like, "Meh, who cares.".

Yes, I don't really know why there's no feeling of disappointment when I saw the results but I wanted to get shortlisted. 8D

I hope that I can find a dance group to dance with, and somebody to train me in singing. (:
Then I'll go learn Korean and talk to Hobin. HAHAHA.

This songs currently reflects my dreams. Find out the meaning yourself.
It's called Goose's Dream by Insooni.


거위의 꿈
인순이

난 난 꿈이 있었죠
버려지고 찢겨 남루하여도
내 가슴 깊숙히 보물과 같이
간직했던 꿈
혹 때론 누군가가
뜻 모를 비웃음
내 등뒤에 흘릴때도
난 참아야 했죠 참을수 있었죠
그 날을 위해
늘 걱정하듯 말하죠
헛된 꿈은 독이라고
세상은 끝이 정해진 책처럼
이미 돌이킬수 없는
현실이라고
그래요 난 난 꿈이 있어요
그 꿈을 믿어요 나를 지켜봐요
저 차갑게 서 있는
운명이란 벽앞에
당당히 마주칠 수 있어요
언젠가 난 그벽을 넘고서
저 하늘을 높이 날을수 있어요
이 무거운 세상도
나를 묶을순 없죠
내 삶의 끝에서
나 웃을 그날을 함께해요
그 꿈을 믿어요
나를 지켜봐요

Heard that JYP is coming to Singapore to hold a audition to find talents so that he can form groups in Korea...

Well, was planning to join the audition (I already signed up), but in the end decided not to go for it. Hahaha.
There are many reasons to why I chose not to go... don't ask why.. (:

So, anyway Christmas is coming and I've chosen a song that has a christmas feel in it.

Nowadays bakeries are making Log Cakes, and it reminded me of my last birthday, where I hanged out with Sebas, Zulfizwan, Jun Keong and etc... They bought me a log cake for my birthday, green tea flavoured. The taste wasn't that great though... Haha. Was very grateful. (:

I'm going to stop here for now, I'm going to sleep. Gnight all!

HAHA, okay so I'm sort of addicted to the song HOOT by SNSD...

Anyways, today when I'm going to school, I met lots of people that made me so irritated. Let me explain. First of all, when I was going up the escalator from the MRT, this aunty cleaner go and sweep in front of the escalator, slowing down the crowd. It's either she has nothing to do or is really "qian bian". I feel like taking the broom and use it to smack her butt. >_>..
Secondly, when the MRT arrived and the door opened, this uncle donno where he want to turn left or right when he enter the MRT and ended up blocking the people behind also. (PS: He is big sized and fat.) Wakao, that time I really want to shove him into a corner.
Thirdly, is when I board the bus to Republic Poly from Woodlands interchange. People refuse to move to the rear of the bus, causing the bus to delay. I could have reached the school earlier although I was already damn early. BUT STILL, it isn't about me getting early or not. It's the ignorant people that just refuse to move in that makes me so pissed. And this made me remember something during the secondary school days.
During secondary school, there's always people that refuse to move to the rear. And this girl that I meet sometimes on the bus always help to do the driver's job. "OI!! YOU ALL CAN MOVE IN OR NOT!! PEOPLE LATE FOR SCHOOL ALREADY LEHH!!" Then the whole crowd will start moving slowly.... *shuffleshuffle*.

So, I didn't update my blog for a very long time because I was busy. (You know it's a lie)
Okay la, I say the truth, I have been thinking about blogging every single day. It's just that my hands just refuse to type http://www.blogger.com/ into the address bar. :P

Ga In from Brown Eyed Girls.. 8D

TELL ME IS IT NICE OKAY.. and also say what the 4 different picture represents. I would like to get opinions from everybody.. Go to the tagboard and say!!
I'll update soon! I hope. SO BUSY NOWADAYS. BYENESS

So now I'm here updating before the class starts. Today will be having New Media Communication. Just by looking at the word COMMUNICATION, I sian already. >_>... I hope it'll be different from the previous communication that we took. Okay class is starting I'll update LATER. HAHA.

My favourite music of all time. (:

BLAH, having sore eyes for 2 days already, dam sian. Very painful. ): Went to see the doctor in Malaysia today and he pry my eye open like it's supposed to open until very big liddat. When he pry open also DAMN PAINFUL. Like omg, what's wrong with me ar. My life like full of pain. Pain here and there cannot even sleep properly! Well, at least it doesn't affect my gaming. LOL.

Sigh, at this point of time still care about gaming meh, what matters now is my skin condition.. I hope that i'll have a full recover which is impossible but trying to prevent it from occuring as much as possible. All the doctors say that it doesn't have a cure. It's with me for the whole life. All I can do is to find the allergies (eg. dust, bugs, tissue papers, games, foods whatever whatever) and try to prevent it from "touching" me. Guess I'll have to lead a life of avoiding and stuff LOL. WHATEVERRRR. And the total cost for the whole trip? (plus medication fee) = more than S$100.. :/

My family has already spent like $5k on me for my skin already. I feel so bad. What did I do from my past life? 

Haiz, 难行要能行，困难就易解。恒心是第一，万烦不沾染。





BTW this is not my brother's POP. I stole it :P

  
So, yesterday, my mum, cousin, aunt and I went to my brother's POP. It was at  the Marina Floating Platform. We had to wake up at aroud 5.50 a.m to prepare but I didn't really sleep, cause I couldn't. We have to arrive by 7.40 a.m. We went there by taking a cab, so it was earlier than the stated time. Although we were earlier lots of people have already arrived. Then the next thing is the "pleasant" smell coming from all the graduating BMT army. HAHA they had to march from Tekong Island to East Coast Park, and then to Marina Floating Platform. Total distance? 24 km. Gruelsome huh. LOL But anyways, last time also 24 km, but then at Tekong Island only. This is the first time the POP was held at the Marina Floating Platform.

And so, we went to take a seat at the first row, so we could see my brother marching and stuff (we got the seats because my father works closely with the army, he knows where my brother is standing. haha) When they first march out, the wind was blowing against us, so the wonderful smell was brought to us. LOL.

And yes of course somebody faints. When I see 4 people running with a stretcher I accidentally shouted, "SOMEBODY FAINTED!" ROFL. The people behind all whisper whisper.

The best part is there's this metal covering the thick cables, and because they march very closely together you can see them one by one tripping. HAHA I feel so bad for them, like wanted to go up there and warn them about the metal thingy. Luckily nobody FELL, they all tripped. :/

So after they threw their jockey cap which marks then end of the POP ceremony, parents are allowed to go down and do whatever they want to their own kids. We went down and take pictures, smell their stinky sweat LOL, and cabbed home.



TODAY, I went to Malaysia, have to wake up at 7 a.m. ): Was sooooo tired cause yesterday cause I didn't really sleep. So MRT to Kranji, SBS Bus-ed and S&S International Bus-ed and  Mayang Sari Bus-ed again to the location. Went to temple and let the Shifu spray holy water + alcohol on my body and face. Excruciatingly painful ): We went back by the same way we came. LOL reached home by 9 p.m. Facebook-ed, Rakion-ed and then now typing this. :P

Kay, nothing else already. BYE.

This song quite nice 8D.

Title of the song is called Shady Girl, and the whole flight attendant concept, has to be the most perfect example of 가식걸's since they have to be happy and alert all the time. They also have to pretend to attract the opposite sex.

It's been more than 3 months since I've last posted. It seems that I don't have the habit to keep updating my blog. Urgh. But anyways, recently my friends wanted to create blogs, so I thought of mine. And here I am, updating my crap life.

Life sucks, it's toying with me. Skin condition hasn't been that great ever since I came back from Taiwan. It was as bad when I left for Taiwan too. It healed, then went back again, and then heal, and now it's back again at a very fast pace. :/ Family hasn't been great either. I won't go into details, but there's problems right now. I didn't really expect my family to fall into this kind of state. Many things happened lately that made me so sick of life.

BAH so stressful nowadays. So many things going through my headdddd. Everybody has a limit. ): And I think I'm gonna go crazy soon. Psh.

Wah, now waiting for Replug to finish... They picking people one by one go in and talk talk. >_> Just now performed to the those people who going for Audition. When I was up there my heart was like BOM BOM BOM BOM like want to BOM out.. But luckily the guitar got some problem.. then they fix fix.. and then I get to calm down for a bit.

School life now getting boring, cause everyday same timetable.. same time start and end. Break time also same time. But break time's the best, cause we get to blast music and SLEEP. HAHA but then we also have to do our presentation slides during the break la, so we CHIONG the slides first, then we relaaaxxxx. The food here all quite nice, depends on which food court you go. Heard that KouFu's food is like shit, so never go there before. Haha, my favourite food in RP is POTATO SALADDDDDDDD!! Haha :P Made lots of friends, all damn funny. They all abit crazy crazy. And Aidah if you're reading this, ONE DAY I'LL PULL DOWN YOUR TUDUNG!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA... Or you can wear turban for a change. :D

So far, my results all okay, and the worst score I have ever gotten is a 'C', from Communication skills. ): The teacher very strict sia. They say quiz not graded, then I never do, she go downgrade me.. :/ Damn sian. The best subject for me now is the Science module. Straight 'A's. Muahahahaha. My Math got one 'B', the rest all 'A's. 

Okay, I'll update soon! I hope. LOL, and to Mardiana: "Kinkaaaayyyyyeeeee!"

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Hola! Very long never update liao, and I think I'm gonna update about my school life. School's fun and of course we made new friends. All are damn funny. Especially today, my french facilitator said possibility as PUSSYbility, positive as PUSSYtive and organisation as ORGASMisation. I know it's bad laughing at him, but we can't help it. Haha. Teamwork was great too. Ohhh and there's a piano in the Library, but too many people knows how to play the piano, so I don't really have the chance to touch it. ):

It was fun... Haha. Funny and crazy student leaders out there... Made new friends! Duh, obviously. We had mass dance and lots of nice games.. Not those lame games out there.. Hahaha. I think I'll not regret coming into this school because it's facilities are the best! There's air-con everywhere... and our equipments for Sonic Arts are "limited edition" stuff.. Haha. Haiz, I lazy to update what I did during camp sia. You just come and find me I can blurt everything out. Tomorrow's Orientation for whole RP freshmen! Can't wait.



BYE! I'm done.

It's been 5 days since I last update this blog. No big deal. Nothing much to say. Nothing much to do. It's the same process everyday. Wake Up, Play, Eat, Sleep. I seriously can't wait for school to open.. Gonna chiong to the Cultural Club and play the piano there. Hahaha. See ya.

Let's talk crap shall we? I'm so freakin' bored. Are you? I bet you are, poly students. I wanna go out of my house. ): I'm so lonely. I am the only one at home. Can't wait for orientation to start. :/ Currently practicing "Kiss The Rain" by Yiruma and "Short Song" [Directly translated from Chinese] from Da Chang Jin on piano. Damn sian.

Woke up at around 5:30a.m today. Went to Kranji to take bus 170.. On this bus I saw this little boy with a hearing aid kit. He's around 9 years old? I'm not really sure. But he talks really loud, cause I think he can't really hear himself. ): So anyways the bus was damn squeezy.. and before the bus even reach the checkpoint people from their seats started to stand. So "Kiasu".. Cannot wait for the people to get down first meh..

When I reached the checkpoint I'm supposed to give officer my passport to stamp. Then there's this female officer, donno what she doing, do until so slow.. I really wanted to get a stamp that has "NOOB" printed on it and stamp it on the officer's forehead. Haiz. Because she was so slow, I went to another lane that is a male officer. He just stamp a few times and gave the passport to me. SEE! So efficient, not like that noob officer.

After going through the checkpoints [including the automated thumbprint thingy], we board 170 again to Larkin. Woah, I must say after you alight at Larkin, those bus company peeps [there are lots of different companies] will start to shout, "KL, KL, KL, KL, KL!!!" "MELAKA, MELAKA, MELAKA!!!" Some of them will point at you and shout. SIBEH NOISY. Can't they just keep quiet and let the customers choose which company they wanna take? :/

We took a bus called KKKL to Batu something.. I forgot. Then we have to take another bus there to Muar. The bus that I took from Batu something to Muar is called Cepat Ekspres. Hahaha, quite a nice bus.. very bouncy. Lol.

Reached Muar and went to a temple to see my skin condition. Behind this temple there's a place for you to watch television, and there's a snooker table there!! Haha, a snooker table in a temple? :P

So after the entire thing my dad's friend drove us to the bus interchange and on the way there are so much cemetery places! Damn scary. The Chinese cemetery is on a slope, very messy and each grave takes up alot of space, whereas Malay [I think it's Malay one, if I'm not wrong.] cemetery very neat and tidy, each grave is beside each other and takes up a small space.

Went back to Larkin on a bus called 707 Company. And I think the bus driver is pretty clever, cause he on the bus alarm when he's reversing to warn other buses.

Reached Singapore at around 8:30p.m.

[Malaysia Trip Ends Here] There are many things that happened during the entire trip but I shortened it.. Hehe.

That's all for today. Gnight peeps.

So many things happened yesterday... I mean not many things but more than average. :P Before 12am. of course.

Let's just say I had a normal day till Ting Zheng called me, which is around 5p.m. Well, we're supposed to have dinner together with him and Sebas, but he suddenly had to go home. Don't know why. But anyways I was already out of the house, so I decided not to go back.
Wandered around Sebastian's block and called some of my friends. Met Sebas at around 6:50p.m and went to Subway to have dinner. I didn't eat cause my house cooked dinner already. So after this I went back home and eat. Well, after eating I have to wash my dish and I broke a plate.):

BAH, humans do make mistakes sometimes.. :P

EDIT: Great, my brother rested his elbows on a glass panel, causing it to slip out from the metal "clips". So many "sway" stuff happening.. :/

Yayers! School is 16 days away! I can't wait. Especially the Mass Dance part. :P
This Saturday WeiHan wants to go Sentosa and I can't make it. ): I have to go Malaysia to see my skin condition. But everytime you see me it improves right? :D I'm so happy, like finally - For my skin, duh.
Going to Malaysia damn tiring.. Take bus, change bus, change again.. Haiz. It totally wears me out. But good thing I can sleep on the bus. (:

Loled in game today. HAHA.




Wonder if she knows I still like her... ):

Tomorrow Tomy is gonna leave for Australia, Sydney. Slowly one by one they disappear from my life. Well, although we still communicate with each other, you know, like Mook, Cecilia, the feelings you get is entirely different. We'll miss each other's laughter, jokes, and stupid moments. You may think I'm always emo-ing in a corner, but I'm actually laughing inside.. (:

PS: I didn't mention YinLun cause he'll be coming back for NS. MUAHAHAHHA. Okay I'm done.

Sort of Loled today. Oh wellz.

Oh wellz, school's coming. I need to change the blogskin ._. .. and I swear I will update this blog..
I've created many blogs but all is equals to EpicPhailz.

Kimiya Garfield NjK wEnShEnG WEITING NBCB AliciaTEO Tng Kwang Weihan (Content Warning) Zhiyong

>Wave of nostalgia
>BORING
>Strange.
>BUSY BUSY JULY
>Personality Test
>I AM EVILZ
>Bullcrap
>Yamaha - Digital Audio Creative Center
>Atlantica Online
>I cant believe I'm doing this in the lecture.


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